That No one else can see
They hold us down like Anchors
They drown us out at sea.
I love this poem.
It signifies that if you let your probelms run your life it will ruin you. It will effect all your emotional levels and it will consume you if you let it.
The word Drown makes me think of being overwhelmed and feeling like you can't escape.
Also at times when my problems are at their greatest, i feel like i can't breath.
As If I Am Drowning.....
If you let problems become like heavy anchors, they will hold you back. It will be hard to shake these anchors and you will feel like the heavy weight of them but they will break or over time rust away. You will be free....
I know i have many anchors. Many have rusted away but i have added new ones in their places.
I have some that have become fixed and harder to remove. I have some that are heavier then others and i have some so small i barley notice them, but bother me when noticed.
Most are worries, fears, sadness, pain, hurt, loss. My largest one is being lonely or just feeling like i don't belong anywhere.
But My heaviest one is my worries about my health.
Am i going to get better? Is it not what i think it is? Is it worse then that? Will this last forever? Am i never going to feel normal again? Why am i always dizzy? Will my doctor visit go bad? Is my life going to be short?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?
All day everyday,
These are the anchors i bare.
11.24.12
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